Christmas in 2005, I was staying at my parents house. I was arguing with my wife and I went to bed early. I was kind dozing off and I saw the light from the windows in the room fade like someone walked in front of it. Then I saw the second window light fade in the second window as something passed before it. So I called out my wife's name, and when she didn't respond I jumped up, and begin to think maybe it was someone outside in the backyard. So I get up and realize my wife is sleeping on the couch and that it is 4am. So the tough guy I am, I go get my parents 2 shitzhus and take them to bed with me. So finally after a hour, I find myself falling back to sleep, and I am having this dream. This force is smothering me, yet it is really comfortable, and its talking to me in a voice that's peaceful. And, eventhough I am panicking and I want to wake up, its telling me not to. Its black, and heavy like a fog so thick that you are choking on it. So it starts telling me that all the pain in my life can go away, if i kill myself. And, i am resisting, and fighting this urge, but it makes sense the things it is telling me. So it hands my a pistol out of dad's gun cabinet and tells me that peace is so close. I am so frightened at the thought of death that I literally jump straight up out of bed and turn on the light on the ceiling fan. When the light came on I see this white orb run through the door into the hall. I wouldn't have believed it myself but the dogs didn't care in the slightest about all the commotion I was making as much as they cared about what they saw move through the door as well. I have never slept another wink in that house, and there are at least 3times a year I have to stay there. The next morning, i was telling my dad about my dream, and I described the gun. Then he went into the room and brought it out, it was the exact same gun from my dream. 38 special with the initials drg on it. He told me he bought it last week at an auction in san saba and that the gun had been used to kill a man 15yrs before. He sold the gun, but I still can't sleep there.